Back up a couple steps

Okay met with the Endo today and she said I'm not ready yet for a pump. At least not yet. Booooo. First she wants to change my insulin rate, again, and this time she is changing my night insulin as well as my meal insulin. She wants my ratio of long lasting and meal to be closer to 25 % lantus to 50 % novolog. So now I'm back working without a carb wizard. It's okay kinda because she said I'll fly better when I finally do get my pump. She also wants me to look at Animas Ping. If it is covered it would be great. It uses the same strips that the One Touch uses. We'll see. nd last but not least she also wants me to do a workbook. So now I have homework to do. Okay my Pancreas has stopped producing insulin all together so she has also told me that taking the metformin is a waste of time and $$, I can stop that as of now. In a few days I will send Dr Stevens my log book and we can do another adjustment. Okay so I back up a couple of steps but... there is still light at the end of the tunnel,